yst was de day when i officially turn 19.. hooray!!
hahaha.. spent my time wif my family de whole day.. frm 2pm onward i was wif my family.. bfore going out, i really didn't expect my inbox mail to be flooded.. flooded wif wishes frm friends thru fb.. thanks ppl fer de wishes.. appreciate lots.. =)
anyway, gt a present frm carol!! THANKS CAROL FER DE PRESENT & FER SINGING BDAE SONG TO ME.. APPRECIATE IT LOTS.. =D
den yst went cameron to eat wif family.. den when window shopping.. den bought IPHONE 3gs.. =)
thanks to my whole family.. i love you ppl lots.. celebrating wif family is still de best.. i thanks god dat my bdae dis year falls on sunday, it is falls on weekdays, i'm sure i would only spent 10 mins of my time fer my bdae.. and den aft dat everyone in de family will go quiet and do their own things.. thank god!! i must really treasure those moments..
de only thing i could say is dat, I LOVE YOU PPL WHO ENTER INTO MY LIFE AND MADE ME HAPPY THRU MY JOURNEY OF LIFE.. MAY IT BE FRIENDS OR FAMILY.. =D
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25th september 2010!! a memorable day fer all of us.. had a raya outing wif my secondary sch fren.. didn't expect dat it will turn out to be very wonderful.. seriously it was wonderful.. dis year my hse is de 1st hse.. ended work at 1.00pm, rushed home as they will be reaching at 1.30pm.. end up it rain den they each which was 2.00pm.. hahaha.. everyone look wonderful, beautiful and handsome dat day.. frm dere we proceed to saniy's hse.. we went dere by walking.. his parents cooked.. so we ate dere.. frm dere we go to hamzah which was also nearby.. dis is also by walking.. his mom cooked macaroni and curry chicken.. yummy!!
den we go to yusnita hse.. dis is by walking too.. hahaha..everyone were alrdy sweating.. we were super tired due to all de walking.. but it was fun.. hahaha.. den at yus hse, we karaoke!! actually only fazrin, ilham and yus.. hahaha..we didn't expect fazrin to sing hindustani song.. it was super nice.. haha.. frm dere we took bus to zubaidah's hse.. frm yus hse to zubaidah hse, I EXPERIENCE SMTH SOOOO FUNNY DIS YEAR!! hahah.. I BROKE MY HIGH HEEL SHOE!! IT'S NT DE HEEL BUT DE SOLE!! WAT DE .....
hahaha.. lucky dere's haslam "de cobbler".. he save me and my shoe.. hahaha.. and nw it's fixed!! =)
THANKS HASLAM~~~..
frm zubaidah's hse we proceed to rizal's hse.. and den to amira's hse.. due to time constrain we have to skip haslam hse dis year.. SORRY HASLAM!! WE WILL GO VISITING ONE DAY..=)
frm dere, all of us were super tired..
I REALLY ENJOY MYSELF.. THANKS PEEPS FER MAKING DIS OUTING SUPER FUN.. IT'S REALLY AWESOME~~!! NXT OUTING IS STILL IN DE LIST.. WE WILL MEET UP SOON!! SUPER SOON!! =)
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5 days leave was nvr enough i guess?? hahaha..
shitz.. tmr back to werk agn.. frm wednesday tll today, i'm nt werking..
5 days of leave was okae la.. haha.. dis year celebrate hari raya in de hospital.. NUH hospital.. due to grandma.. she was admitted to de hospital 2 days bfore raya.. and nw she is still dere.. poor her.. but it's alrite.. as long as we get to see her and celebrate another year of hari raya wif her, i'm grateful.. but actually when i see her in dat condition, it hurts me.. poor her.. she still have to suffer at this age.. but i wish fer her was dat she will get well soon.. and be strong agn.. i miss her lots..
pass two days was super busy.. many relatives came to visit us.. was super tired too.. haha.. looking forward to 25th and 26th.. 25th ~ hari raya outing wif my BSS friends.. and on de 26th ~ hari raya outing wif my TTSH friends.. weee!!
really looking forward .. hope dat day will come faster.. =)
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I am still in a trauma condition.. my heartbeat is getting faster and faster.. and den my blood pressue is getting higher and higher.. why must de day end like dat??
i can still remember clearly de incident dat happen at work..
at abt 4 plus in de afternoon.. i was at work.. as per usual doing my work.. den got dis uncle came to my counter, he wanted to pay fer his medication.. but den when i was keying it into my system, it shows dat de dispenser have nt dispense dat medicine frm their computer system.. so i walk my way to de dispensing counter to ask them to dispense dat medicine.. when i turned bck to go bck to my counter.. i saw dis uncle whom i was serving fainted and fell to de ground.. i was kinda shock so was iqah (my partner).. i ran towards him and ask fer help frm de other working mates..
me: "hey ppl!! someone fainted at my counter.. i need help urgently!!"
others: "okae lets go!! ayu call de information guys outside to help & bring a wheelchair in also!!"
i ran to front and asked fer help..
when i and de others reached dere.. dis uncle was super angry.. he shouted vulgarities..i was shocked so was de others.. maybe it's becos he woke up and wanted to walk but we stop him frm doing so.. as he just had a blackout so it's better fer him to sit.. at last he calm dwn.. but during dat commotion, jihan was hit by dat uncle.. aiyo!! uncle is super violent lor.. but she was protected by de guys who were dere to help..
den when he had made payment fer everything, he went off.. yeah, everything was fine.. =)
but den i dn't noe why even aft 1 hour my heartbeat is still very fast.. it was really beating very fast.. so i decided to take my blood pressure.. and clare (omron blood pressure promoter) told me it turn out to be very high.. 200!! SUPER SUPER HIGH!! i was shocked.. i thought she was joking.. but when i looked at de screen, it turn out to be true.. she asked me to check my blood pressure agn tmr.. & she how..
i hope it's okae..
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yst was a very succesful outing.. it was really awesome.. haha..
first we met at paya lebar mrt station.. frm dere one by one came.. me, zubaidah, amira, yus, haslam, saniy,sottuan, fazrin,rizal and rizal's girlfriend.. den we head our destination to MR TEA TARIK.. haha.. sit dere fer almost an hour.. den rifaii and mr seah came.. we ordered our food.. BUT DE FOOD WAS TOTALLY AWFUL!! BLUEK!! i bought bee hoon goreng.. but it was SUPER AWFUL!! den came klevyn and hamzah..
frm dere when everyone of us have finish our food, we head dwn to shopping.. haha.. i got opinion frm my besties abt de clothing dat i want to buy. dey say it's nice.. =)
okae.. after making our rounds at geylang.. we head dwn to haji lane fer shisha.. hmms.. we gerls accompany only.. while de guys smoke it.. haha.. dey want us to be dere.. yeah.. to remember de moments where we use to be tgther back den.. =)
okae.. i admit.. it was a very gd and exciting outing.. nxt in de list is HARI RAYA OUTING.. YEAH!! palnning in progress.. =)
stay tune and wait.. =)
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hmms.. mum taught me how to cook bee hoon today.. was super fun.. haha.. actually when she start to teach me and tell me things like prawn have to be fully cooked and etc.. it sounds so interesting.. weehee.. my interest in cooking is bck agn.. =)
and nw i'm eager to learn a new recipe frm mum.. i asked her a question just nw..
me:"mum, why is your cooking all very nice?? wat did you do to all de dishes?? wat is your secret, do share wif me.."
mum:"de secret is right inside you.. everyone can do it.. heard of dis phrase bfore, if you have a ill, de will alwys be a way??"
me:"yes, i've heard of dat phrase bfore.. so wat do you mean mum??"
mum:"it is dat when you do smth, you must do it with faith and love.. for example , when you are angry and den you start to cook, your food will turn out to be awful.. really awful.. de outcome of your food will reflect on your mood.."
me:"ouh!! nw i understand.. thanks mum.. =)"
yeah really learn a lot frm mum.. thanks mum.. =)
so de moral of de day is "IF YOU HAVE A WILL,THERE WILL ALWYS BE A WAY" =)
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Someone told me todae that i dn't look as cheerful i was bfore.. she sae when she first saw me i was very cheerful but nw when she see my face deeply i was less cheerful infact i was nvr cheerful anymore.. & she sae she hardly see dat smile on my face agn.. she asked me why, but i denied.. saying dat whatever dat she sae is nt true.. i told her dat i'm still smiling as per usual.. Infact i agree with watever she sae.. i dn't noe why dat smile on my face disapbpear.. where have it gone to also i dn't noe.. but i know wat is de reason dat have made me like dis..
IT'S DAT ATTITUDE OF HERS!! SHE MAKE ME ANGRY AS TYM GOES BY!! BUT ALL DAT I WANT HER TO KNOW IS DAT, NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN I'M NT GONNA LEAVE DAT PLACE.. IN FACT I'M WAITING FER YOU TO LEAVE DAT JOB.. COS YOU STILL HAVE DAT RESIGNATION LETTER WIF YOU.. COS I'M CONFIRM DAT WHEN GRANDMA COMES BACK, SHE SO GONNA IRRITATE YOU AND DEN YOU GONNA GET SAD AND CRY IN DE TOILET AGN.. & DEN YOU GONNA SUBMIT DAT LETTER.. HAHA.. YES AH!! YES YES YES!!
CALL ME EVIL!! CALL ME BAD!! CALL ME WATEVER YOU WANT!! COS YOU WERE DE ONE WHO MADE ME BCOME LIKE DIS.. GIVE ME BCK MY SMILE AND I WILL LET YOU OFF.. I'M SO NT GONNA CRY FER LOSING A "FRIEND" LYK YOU.. & FER ONCE I SAE DIS, EVER SINCE DAT ATTITUDE THINGY INCIDENT, I'VE NVR ACCPETED YOU AS MY FRIEND AGN!! I'M SORRY.. YOU MADE ME BCOME LYK DIS..
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